It has been such a long long time that I have not blog.
What Am I busy with? I dunno...sometimes I just feel like I am busy for noting for no reason.... But that is just life.... We just need to keep ourselves busy....
Finally, i am able to take my Waltz exam to determine my own standard and is happy that i achieve quite a good result. But then I don't seem to be very happy with it...WHY???? Cos I am not happy with my teacher...3 years ago when i ask him on the exam issue, he never answer me on that. After 3 years, I am still stuck at Waltz.. Oh yea, I love Waltz so much but then now I still can't dance out the style...Is it my fault or...? I am speechless. I don't know what to say or comments.
We have a big quarrel before the exam and I know from that moments everything is spoiled. I will never be able to find back the kind of passion that I used to have. Especially after yesterday night when i just dance with another teacher from other studio and you were there together with all the others...and the dance floor just me & him for quite sometimes...
Know what, I learn from you but yet I never dance Waltz with you even once on the dance floor, what an ashamed on it. WHY???? Never have the chance or???? You always invite me the dance that I never know how to dance and I can I be confident to dance??? I so tired of you...Really very tired of you....