It was all wrong from start to now everything was wrong it shuldnt of ever even happened, if just on the 26/1/11 I left at 11:00pm nothing would happen, I wouldn't need to walk down town with people knowing I'm your gf coming up to me saying shit to me about you. If I was just strong enough to ignore you that whole time when I never loved you at the begining. I do so much for you but you don't realise, you mean the world to me I would do anything for you, risking of having a baby at the age of 15, fighting n lying to friends and family just so I can go out n see you or just having the chance to see you, it's crazy. would you ever do the same for me? no. But although everthing is so hard n complicated there's so much more to it u won't understand unless u went through with me. I love you so much but I don't want to be like this anymore I wish we could just be like how we used to, how we first met... how u first chased me, how you'd do anything just to get to me, and wat am i now?? it seems lyk i never even existed into your world, why do u always do the same thing to me, i hate how i go bak to u no matter wat, but this time it might be a bit different coz i don't want to be lyk this anymore i'm so sick of it, so sick of everything, u told me so many lies but i convince myself tat i heard wrong, i feel lyk a fool, i feel stupid, i feel silly, i feel hurted, heartbroken. xx ♥ ******* ♥
