2010-10-03 14:55 / 会员可以看
It has been awhile now, ok less than 2 months, but it feels like a long time since I last blogged. To be honest, since I set foot here in Beijing, I haven't really touched much of music. Main reason is becasuse of work. But also, and this is the sad part, when I left Hong Kong, I felt I was a bit too consumed in the music making process. I ended up feeling depress and I wanted to be good at everything and I wanted to play just so that I can improve and it got to a point where it was just all about improving. In the end, I just lost it, the fun of picking up the guitar when I was 13 was ALL GONE.
In that respect, maybe moving to Beijing is a good thing. I've only touched the acoutic a few times and I haven't really practice. I'm slowly researching on bars and live venues, but I'm deliberately taking my time. There maybe that odd 1/2 occassions where certain melody or lyrical ideas come up, but I just brushed them off.
I don't know, it's weird. It's not like I'm giving up or anything. But I think the music is taking a backseat and with the new work and all, there's only so much bandwidth of activities that I can handle all at once.
Yeah I should rest. I'm not ready.
1 thing is for sure, which is AnD will always be the medium where I can express myself freely as an Artist. The other voices on Twitter, Facebook are other vocies as well of the same character. But which one is real?
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